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Mon, January 10
This Never Happens!
I am sitting home right now, with the Bachelorette on TV, a cup of tea next to me, and my good ol' laptop.
Being back at work was not that bad...Sure, I stayed until the janitors came out to clean, but I just wanted to get all the crap that had built up on my desk. One nice but maybe sad surprise--I got a Christmas card from a little boy in Sri Lanka, to whom I had sent a batch of Berenstain Bear books a couple months ago by his request. The card was sent before the Tsunami...it was so adorable: handmade, and even with cloth sewn onto it into a design.
I sent him more books and asked him to please write to me to let me know that he and his family are OK. Who knows if they'll ever make it there...
J is busy, busy, busy. I was too tired to be too busy these past few days. Yesterday I spent the day with my family in Jersey, and even did some sketching in my book to get myself psyched for art classes next month. I think I'm going to move Inner Monologues to a Tues. in March, instead of Monday, because I'd rather take art classes on Mondays and my dance class on Tuesdays than the other way around...especially now that my Monday night spin instructor is waiting to have a drink with me one of these days.
I also hate the fact that after spending three weeks with J, I feel kind of like--"Wait. Where is he?" I love sleeping in my bed alone and getting to stretch out, and not worry about hitting him in the eye or the nose. And Iike having some space to myself...But the funny thing is that I kind of wish that J would WANT to see me, or express missing me, even if I don't actually want or need to see him. It is selfish, I know. Being PMS-y always makes me a bit insecure.
Gearing up for my next Inner Monologues piece, but I am a bit worried...I am writing about dating my neighbor (last year), and worried that by some freak chance he might drop by Apocalypse. We've never really resolved things, not like there was much "resolution" to have...But he definitely would not expect me to write a whole story about him. And, I am not going to be too kind about his new girlfriend....oh, boy, no.
Head hurts. Too much work today. But it is necessary, so I can really jump back into my life.
I dropped off vaca. pics today, and will have them on CD by Wed. night!!!
Posted by lexzog at January 10, 2005 10:20 PM
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